if only i can

..it's been a while since i started falling inlove again...and still right now i am still inlove with him...
..he came in time that i was brokenhearted and the time i lose hope in believing in someone's promises and become a fool, and in time in which i lost my trust to everyone, and decided in believing in love that it exist, because for me during that time LOVE was only for fool who believe in it and it is the last foolishness that i would ever do again...and then suddenly he show me that there is nothing wrong to trust again,..and gave me again the reason to believe in love again...by showing me showing the sweetest acts that i couldn't imagine that a guy could do to me..and he also show me to take the past as a lesson and let my heart that was once broken to be my strength...he show me his not too much perfect world but atleast happy..being with him felt like i am safe and comfortable...i felt like the only safest place i could go is his arms...i never felt such feeling to anyone ever since, even the rush into my veins whenever we were together or the spark that i felt...it felt like it can't be compare to anything in this world...but then suddenly i thought everything is going to be fine between us..but then we need to be apart for some reason..
years pass..i try to go into a relationship but yet no one could do better than him....i try to forget him and move on but still nothing happen....as time goes by even though sometimes i was thinking and hoping he is the one for me...i was still bother by some reason..i love him but i don't want to be part his world ever again...i let go, but still many things around me keep pushing me to him....i don't like this anymore...i want him to be happy to someone else's arm...i don't deserve him and i am not the right person whom he should pursue,...i love him, but i don't want to be with him anymore...i want to say goodbye to every sweetest memories that we have...even though saying goodbye might be painful, but yet it is better, than letting him be part of my world and me part of his world...

a heart that is cold like an ice

....for everyone who encouter's too much pain and trauma, because of LOVE...
..you must not forget how to love and be happy again because of LOVE...
..for even though love became one of the reason why your heart is broken...
..then people around you might misinterpret you as a COLD HEARTED or NUMB...
..for this thing might affect you and your attitude or the way you act...
..so don't make your heart broken as an excuse for your being so cold hearted...
...for it is not too late for you to be happy....
..sometimes you need to face all of this trials for you to be strong...
..and always remember that GOD would never give you any trials or obstacles in life that you can't make....
..for everything that is happening around us has it's all reason...
..so embrace the world with love again...for it is not too late for you to be happy and open your heart again in any chances..don't be afraid if you'd have another broken heart again..for everytime it breaks..it become more stronger..and it'll become your strength as you continue your journey in this world...

when it suddenly change

it hurts when someone made you special YESTERDAY....
...but then suddenly make you feel that you never existed TODAY....

BY: JEAN ALI

expectation in love

....once you enter the world of LOVE
YOU must be always be prepare....
...for everything is possible when it comes with LOVE...
it's like a GAMBLE...
where you would use your heart as your BET...
..and once you'd use it as a bet there would be chances of winning or LOSING the game of LOVE...
..and once you LOSE you'll gonna having a broken heart...
..BUT! if you'll win you'll going to have a happy ending....
and also sometimes it is UNPREDICTABLE.....
....for it would suddenly come
that you don't expect...
...or in time that you lose hope....
or sometimes you didn't know that LOVE was already in front of you...
and you just didn't notice it for you are BUSY for searching for nothing.....

only love

...LOVE is the only thing that could fix what it has broken....

fairytale?

now a days fairytale still do come true....
in our present day...
.....they might not be riding at a white horse and wear a heavy armor just to come and save you from being a damsel in distress...or even he doesn't have any castle to show to you.....
but rather, he would suddenly come into your life to show to you that fairytales do come true in a different way now a days....for he would show and prove to you that he is the knight and shining armor that would save you from sometime cruel world...or the prince that whose kiss could make you feel better....

not worth it!

never cry for the person who broke your heart...
....instead  just smile and say.................
"thank you, for giving me a chance to find someone better than you...."