Saturday, March 10, 2012

love face all


"...if its is too difficult for you to be with the one you love....
for everything around you might go wrong, then let yourself be
in the arms of other, who is ready to face all challenges just to be with you...."

Friday, March 9, 2012

you found the one


..in LOVE..
..it is not the HEART who choose....
..who would be your FOREVER...
..but it is destiny..who would let you realize that...
>>>YOU FOUND THE ONE....

love ..love...love


love could change any types of personalities....
....it is funny to think that there would be one person who could understand you...
accepts you, and help you become a better person more...
..but the most interesting thing is that only ONE person could do that to you,...
..and that would be the one YOU LOVE...^_^

my love for you is complicated


..ever since from the start i already love you...
...you think i'm numb? well, that's the craziest thing you could imagine, for everyone could see how much i care and love you...i was just only pushing you away from me, for i was so afraid to fall too much deeper on you, but what i didn't notice is that pushing you away was just making myself fall for you more...your so unfair! you always do sweet things on me, things that i couldn't imagine that one day i could experience all those thing, but the most difficult part is that, knowing that you just do all of those things because you was asked to do so. and that you think that i have similarities to your first love. it's so sad to thing that all of those sweetest things was all FAKE! and i really hate it...for you never think about how would i feel if i ever know this...i hope i never met you...but still i am sometimes thankful for changing my perception specially in life and making me a better person, without knowing just because of your simple acts..but still, i am not ready to face you for i was afraid to fall for you much deeper, because even now that your far away from me, no other man could change your place in my heart...no matter how hard i tried...and this is what i hate the most...

i'll let you be happy


...one of my greatest fear is LOSING you....
...but if losing you...would be one of the way to make you happy...
..i'll let you go, even though it'll be painful for me...

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

once the one you love is gone


once you love....
one of your greatest fears...is losing the one you love....
and see them in the arms of other....
BUT the most hardest part is...
...losing them because of your MISTAKES,...
or you let go of them, without them knowing how much you REALLY LOVE THEM...

i can forget you..:(



loving you was one of the things that i am afraid to face,,,,
...or admit to myself, but this thing is one of the thing that i could never deny...
...i am afraid to be part of your world, for my world is full disguises and lies...and yours are not...
..for me your world is perfect and i don't want to ruin it by letting myself enter your world...
..and one of my greatest wish in this world is that you'll find the one who could be better than me...and that she could let you be happy and satisfy all of your wants without disguises,...
it might be painful in my part...but i know, it could be heal by time...
..i'll be happy to see, that the one i love be happy also...even though i may not be the reason of its happiness....

if only i can


..it's been a while since i started falling inlove again...and still right now i am still inlove with him...
..he came in time that i was brokenhearted and the time i lose hope in believing in someone's promises and become a fool, and in time in which i lost my trust to everyone, and decided in believing in love that it exist, because for me during that time LOVE was only for fool who believe in it and it is the last foolishness that i would ever do again...and then suddenly he show me that there is nothing wrong to trust again,..and gave me again the reason to believe in love again...by showing me showing the sweetest acts that i couldn't imagine that a guy could do to me..and he also show me to take the past as a lesson and let my heart that was once broken to be my strength...he show me his not too much perfect world but atleast happy..being with him felt like i am safe and comfortable...i felt like the only safest place i could go is his arms...i never felt such feeling to anyone ever since, even the rush into my veins whenever we were together or the spark that i felt...it felt like it can't be compare to anything in this world...but then suddenly i thought everything is going to be fine between us..but then we need to be apart for some reason..
years pass..i try to go into a relationship but yet no one could do better than him....i try to forget him and move on but still nothing happen....as time goes by even though sometimes i was thinking and hoping he is the one for me...i was still bother by some reason..i love him but i don't want to be part his world ever again...i let go, but still many things around me keep pushing me to him....i don't like this anymore...i want him to be happy to someone else's arm...i don't deserve him and i am not the right person whom he should pursue,...i love him, but i don't want to be with him anymore...i want to say goodbye to every sweetest memories that we have...even though saying goodbye might be painful, but yet it is better, than letting him be part of my world and me part of his world...