..ever since from the start i already love you...
...you think i'm numb? well, that's the craziest thing you could imagine, for everyone could see how much i care and love you...i was just only pushing you away from me, for i was so afraid to fall too much deeper on you, but what i didn't notice is that pushing you away was just making myself fall for you more...your so unfair! you always do sweet things on me, things that i couldn't imagine that one day i could experience all those thing, but the most difficult part is that, knowing that you just do all of those things because you was asked to do so. and that you think that i have similarities to your first love. it's so sad to thing that all of those sweetest things was all FAKE! and i really hate it...for you never think about how would i feel if i ever know this...i hope i never met you...but still i am sometimes thankful for changing my perception specially in life and making me a better person, without knowing just because of your simple acts..but still, i am not ready to face you for i was afraid to fall for you much deeper, because even now that your far away from me, no other man could change your place in my heart...no matter how hard i tried...and this is what i hate the most...
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